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Monday, December 7, 2009

He would be 17 weeks now....



We are trying so hard to get through these holidays. We miss our little Trevor so much. We wonder what he would be doing now, and who he would look like now. Our hearts hurt so much. We are broken inside and are just taking one day at a time. There isnt a day that goes by that we dont think or talk of him. He was a very special little baby that we miss more and more everyday. It is getting harder and harder to get through each and every day. As I was decorating our house, I told Dustin, "There should be 4 stockings hanging from our fireplace instead of 3. There should be extra presents under the tree for Trevor. We should be putting a little tree up in his room, not on his grave." I don't understand why this happened to us. I do know that bad things happen to good people, but I never imagined loosing our son. Even though he isnt physically here with us, he will always be in our hearts and minds. We love him so much and we know he is enjoying his first Christmas in Heaven.


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