Today.....

Today, September 13th, has got to be the most dreaded day on the calender for me. I WILL NOT celebrate this day. I will celebrate August 08th, the day that Trevor's brand new life began, but I will not celebrate September 13th, the day his short life was taken from us. Our hopes and dreams were shattered on this day. We were robbed of so many things. Landon was not only robbed of a little brother, but also a best friend, a play-mate and so much more. I was thinking how much different, better, our lives would be if we still had him here. I know he is in a better place, but I want him here with me. I am his mommy. I should be the one taking care of him. But I guess if I had to choose someone to care for him, I couldnt pick anyone better than Jesus. And I know he is in good hands. I love you Trevor.